I bought some expensive candles
to make us feel rich
Nay to make us smell rich
Orange
blossom Sandalwood
Kashmir vanilla
My mother says only poor people
use the word rich
What do rich people say
They use the word wealthy
I wanted to appear wealthy in an
understated refined way
Or to be effortless and clean as in
a catalogue spread
In which things are white cream
and uncluttered
As usual I craved the idea of a thing
As usual craving rather than doing
Rather than being a thing made
worthy or of note
Of course it’s just thin and feeble
to desire the clean subtle rich or
Wealthy fragrance of a very
expensive candle
I’ve had the house painted to look
like a clean subtle ocean
Waterscape green and toque
white
The house nods or floats as if in a
cask
It is a wooden floor
And a rich subtle scent o’er a pink
and green rug
I have arranged it so the
Chandelier dims to a dim warm
glow
My shallow or selfish impulse flits
throughout the house
I am a person shallow and weak
of character
And I have built a beautiful space
Emily Bludworth de Barrios‘s debut book of poems, Splendor, is available from H_NGM_N Books. She is also the author of the chapbook Extraordinary Power (Factory Hollow Press 2014). Recent work can be read in B O D Y, UCity Review, Jellyfish, Tender, and elsewhere. Find Emily online at emilybludworthdebarrios.tumblr.com.