Everyone is buying stones
and painting walls and wearing
those adult eyes to finger fabric samples,
while sampling courthouses and signing
the paperwork—and why not, they say
we bloom in April. Yesterday, you asked
if we should dive in, just like you
asked in the lake water last summer, when we
ripped off our shirts and blessed the fish
and blessed the rich soil squishing between
our toes. It was under a half moon—we drifted
untethered to loon calls and the soft whish of fly
rods, how we patchwork now-ness with its front doors,
back exits and all its windows yawning to the ever—
changing elements, and yet a buckeye in my pit
is sprouting ardent oaths and baby sounds
and home ownership, like a shrine—branching upward
to my bottleneck & bucket mouth. What if?
Would we be free like the fish—filled to the gills
with forgiveness? And when the rains fall,
cold and expectant, could we leap out
of the still, thrashing and splashing
our marbled flanks, to testify nothing
has changed? That zest for life remains
unfettered. It’s funny how I fought our rightness,
how two slippery skins commit,
all it takes is a leap of faith followed
by a solid morsel of grit—bless the fish.
Maud Welch holds a BA in English Literature from Bates College and is currently pursuing an MFA in Creative Writing at Spalding University. She resides in her hometown of Louisville, Kentucky. Her work has been published or is forthcoming in Rust + Moth and New Ohio Review.